let' say i got a job, and i'm trying to do it good, and trying to be better at it, even if i'm receptionist people are nice, i think i got a new cute girl to talk with a lot.
her name's carlos. oh boy i'm so impressed.
also let's say i'll make my hair white soon, it's just a paint, not clarifier, but that's a start.
i thought the art block and you know, live block of some sort were both gone, but apparently not. i skipped classes today, just bc i wanted to stay in bed, and mom said
"опять прогуливаешь?" and then i raised my hand and muttered "просто проспал, честно... в глаза тебе смотрю" and then closed my eyes bc too much light, it even hurt.
i don't know anything anymore AND i don't understand why it seems so funny. it's not funny. c'mon, repeat after me it's not funny it's not funny it's not funny it's NOT funny
just want to sleep and paly isaac all day. it's definately a bad sign. i wish i knew at least a bit what's going on.
i must lead the selebration today. gee. already can't wait till i'll be able to go back home from there.